So here I sit. I am outside the hair salon. The girl who cuts my hair was kind enough to reschedule my appt to 9am so that we could cover some gray - its really not a case of being blonder these days- before the Ireland trip.
I am so on the fence abt tomorrow that it is safe to say I am at NO. It rained all day yesterday - local flooding even made the national news. Today it has been foggy, sunny, cloudy, dark + cloudy, dark clouds in the distance, sun has gone away.
And it really comes down to - do I want to drive 3.5 hours today to Wilmington - potentially in rain, to pay $150+ to sleep in a hotel, to get up at 530am to potentially have it be raining there?
I won't compete in the rain - I have had that agreement with myself for about 2 years now.
Adding to the $ mix - well the rearranging of the hair won't be cheap. The new suitcase I had to order for IRL wasn't cheap. My mom wants to get new cell phones before our trip.
So like I said I am pretty close to being at NO.
And I kind of hate that. Struggle with whether or not I am letting myself down or not.
Silly. Must be some childhood something or other.
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