tri(fat)lon

It seems my obsession with fat has caught up to me.  It has been ages since I have found the time to consistently work out.  So now I am feeling far into the Athena category these days.  I went to get a holiday outfit this weekend and was grossly disappointed.  It was just gross all over.
So now I am trying to get motivated to get the obsession back on training and eating healthy.
We shall see how that goes.

where have i been?

Good question as I surely haven't been writing frantically in the blog nor have I been crossing the threshold of the gym.  So back in October we had a co-worker leave the company.  It wasnt that bad of an adjustment, just a bunch of calendar/schedule transitioning.  Not all that easy but not over the top difficult either.  Well 2 weeks ago - another co-worker left.  This time it was not expected.  This time there was no transition out.  This time it was rather poorly done and lots of work was left behind to decipher.  The calendar and tasks and all that weren't too hard to figure out.  The files on the other hand left a lot to be desired.  But we are making it through.  However, that is WITHOUT any gym time.  When you find yourself at the office for close to 12 hours each day.  Going back to the office after hours because you were at a client during regular business hours.  And just plain tired from getting it all done.  The gym is a distant memory.  I have to admit that most of the work is the same it is just trying to do some forensic work to see where the other individual had left off.  And there is an air of excitement in the efforts to get that part cleaned up and organized. 
but all in all the gym and my workouts and my weight and my cardio and my eating... all that... is somewhat on the back burner..
and then you add into that - the holidays and eating festivities...  and my mom's in town so I dont feel as flexible with going to the gym...
again pulling all that together is leaving me feel rather fat and blah...
so aren't you glad i came out to chat on that?