eerrrr.....

insomnia...  every night this week i have woken up in the middle of the night and been unable to sleep
multiple things going through my head
i HATE that
last night - it was work - but worse yet a dream - i was in my vacation home (like i can afford two homes on my salary) and was getting ready to go to disney world - i was packing up the mini van (that would be an MGV influence from yesterday) and noticed a storm was approaching - so i took the back bench of the mini van and all the blankets and went inside - turned out to be a tornado - a rather wierd experience for a dream (unless maybe the freight train was going through town at that time) - bacchus and i were hunkered down and OK - then my parents showed up (that always messes with my head in dream world - kind of an i dont want to wake up please dont go type of thing) - and then another storm - so we all ran down into the basement - but my really nice vacation home was all glass sliding doors in the basement overlooking the water (who knows what water) and with that the storm blew a whole bunch of 18wheeler trucks through the glass - keeping in character my first reaction was i dont recall ever buying homeowners insurance on this home - and i started yelling at my dad - how horrible - i dont get to see him for real but in my dream...  and i start yelling at him...
so no workout this morning
i have a presentation in a little over an hour so...