Winter has been unkind.

Normally by this time of year I have been outside on my bike numerous times.  

Running in a tshirt and possibly shorts is a no brained.

Figuring out I don't need to bundle up after swimming happened weeks ago.

Not so much this winter.  

And then I add to it work stress..  Which I have realised is mostly me taking other people's gripes to heart instead of ignoring them and just ploughing through the work.  I am starting to block that out.  Sadly in avoiding the people griping it has gotten rather lonely.  I sit at my desk, do my work, listen to the radio, talk to a client or two.  Have rare interaction with anyone else and come home.  

Boy stress... That Is my own undoing.  My OCD self is rather challenged by the laid back boy.  It is probably the main reason for the attraction but wow...  I have things on my calendar through June and he is uncertain as to his week.  Which normally puts me in a tail spin when his plans and mine don't line up.  And they haven't been lining up for weeks.  But for some reason we both stay at it.

The eye surgery hasn't really out me off.  I did struggle with the 3 weeks of exercise ahead of time.  Swim, bike, run without contacts is miserable.  OK swim isn't too bad but the motivation wasn't there. Bike was impossible which lead to glasses in the sun. It happening.  I KNoW I should have used the indoor trainer but that just didn't get into a groove this winter.

And the run.  That went ok here and there but overall not consistent.

And let's not even talk about trying to do burpees with glasses with T25.  Awkward.

So all this is turning around.

And today I started back at square one.  Yes, I took an AM walk in the rain.  I revisited what will get me out of the bed and out of the house...  Walking always seems the least intimidating.  So if that's where I have to begin to get moving more consistently than that is what I need to do.

This evening I will set that trainer up.  And I will ride it as I catch up,on The Following.  

And tomorrow there will be pool time.  10 days have passed so I am clear to swim tomorrow. 

I just have to take it one day at a time.  And when it comes to those that sabotage my objective it might even be one hour at a time.