Tuesday, April 30, 2013

i dont want to change

i have a co-worker that grew up in a family of boys with a dad that coached (seiously coached) as a profession...  i dont feel intimidated by her but i know she was one of those girls in gym class that excelled and got it...  you know the team competition vying for the ball thing... i was and still am the gymnastics girl... smooth lines, graces, strength...
so when she said yesterday - i dont think i could do a triathlon.  i dont know how i feel about that having to change bit - it brought a smile to my face
so many people really think that you change clothes in the midst of a triathlon
i never thought about it before - i dont know what my original concept was - maybe i thought people changed too but i dont recall...
that whole concept of getting wet and staying wet while cycling and even running does not bode well with others...
speaking of wet - have to get back in the water tonight
i had a mental detour last night...  hated that i did but it worked out OK for me in the end
it was nice to sit in front of the tele with a cup of tea and do some work on the home computer.. felt oddly relaxing and productive all at the same time...
as for the tea thing - i had gotten into a habit of wine every so often in the evenings while on the couch...  and i must admit the habit and history kind of started screaming in my face...  decided i needed to regroup on that after work stress habit - dont want the wrong ones grabbing hold and becoming more -- nothing should be that stressful to derail me that much

OK speaking of stress -- off to the car dealer for an unexpected car service

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